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Saturday, July 31, 2010

HIGH SCHOOL: A Story of Friendship and Love presents "The Tunnel of Love"

HIGH SCHOOL: A Story of Friendship and Love


My collection of short stories.
These are fiction stories only.
Smile and Feel the Story (please). :D
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The Tunnel of Love



                It was a rainy day and I was stuck in traffic. Just two more minutes and I’ll be late again and one more late, I’ll be suspended. I thought that maybe I’m not one of those lucky people who could easily get out of a situation like this. But I never thought that one thing about this day could change my life forever.

                I ran to the entrance of the school. And yes, as I have said, I was marked late. It goes to my personal record…. AGAIN. I don’t care anymore. I’m used to that. I’m not an early bird at school and I’m not a good student either. The dark clouds poured their rain on me.  Wth? I thought. Why now? The school is not that big but I need at least five minutes to run to our classroom. Our building is located at the back and it is kinda far for me, not to mention that it is on the 4th floor. Did I also mention I wasn’t that fit and I’m not a runner either? I was soaking wet when I reached the tunnel at the center of our school which I usually pass. It would be so embarassing to go to our classroom like this, I said to myself. And that was the time that something or someone rather caught my eye.

                She was standing in front of me, at the other side of the tunnel. She was wearing the uniform of our school, so she is probably a student here too. She has long brown hair and white skin. Her eyes are like two jewels and her lips, a perfect curve. Like me, she is taking a break from the cruelsome rain that’s trapping us both here in this tunnel. Fate, maybe.

                Our eyes met at last. I stood frozen to her gaze. She was my little miss perfect. The way she looks at me makes everything alright. I forgot the time and I was running late more than ever. So I passed by her holding the thought that fate will let us meet again.

                A week has passed and I’m still thinking of her. She was the only girl that I can’t seem to forget, the only girl who made it through my heart. It was love at first sight. To my surprise, I saw her AGAIN at the end of that tunnel on my way to the exit. She was holding a crumpled photo, crying. I looked at her for a minute. I want to comfort her so badly, but I’m so scared. Why would a stranger like me do that? She might think I’m scary. O_o

                She suddenly stopped crying for a moment and as she walked to the opposite side, she saw me. Frozen again by her stare, she said, “What are you doing here?”

                “I’m sorry,” I replied. “I was just passing by.”

                “Oh,” she said and then walked away. I looked back at her and called her. That was brave.

                “I saw you crying a while ago. I’m sorry for being weird all of a sudden but I was thinking if there’s something I can do for you?” I finally told her. “I’m Christian, by the way.”

                She smiled at me. It was a beautiful smile. “Thanks,” she replied. “I’m Lovely.” And then she walked away. It was a day I would never ever forget, a day where I finally knew her name.

                Lovely, her name fits her. She was as lovely as the moon and  the stars at night. She was as lovely as the flowers that bloom and the ocean from afar. Oh my miss perfect, when would I see you again?

                At that same tunnel I waited for her, holding a rose on my left hand. I waited for so long, but she never came. I was so sad that I was about to throw the rose on the floor.

                “Is that for me?” a voice asked. I was shocked to see that girl flashing her smile on me, her hair blown gently by the wind that surrounds us both.

                It took time for me to reply. It was so hard to let the words come out of my mouth. But eventually, I was able to tell her everything.

                So here’s the catch. Don’t be surprised or anything but I just want to tell you one thing. I like you. I fell for you at first sight. I’ve been trying so hard but I can’t take you off my mind. I’m so sorry for thinking about you every minute, every second. The moment I saw you crying, I feel like my heart was being ripped apart. I wanted to take your hand and comfort you but I don’t have the courage to do so. And lastly, here’s a rose for you, I’m still hoping you’d take it.” That day, we started meeting each other here in our tunnel of love.

                Months have passed and I’m living a life with her. It was perfect. When I confessed my feelings for her, she gladly accepted it. And now, we’re happy together. Even though she hasn’t told me yet that she also likes me, I would wait for her. I could always feel her warmth, like golden rays of sunshine in my heart.

                One rainy morning, we meet again at that tunnel. She was waiting for me with a frown on her face.  I asked her what’s wrong but she just looked at me, her lips tight. “I’m so sorry,” she whispered. Why?

                “Three months ago, when you saw me crying, my father just died. You know that you brought life back to me. Because of you, I’ve given up the thought of giving up. But now, my mom wants me to follow her in the US. She knew I’m seeing you and she doesn’t want me to fall in love..yet. Yes, I do love you. I love you more than anyone else in the world. She’s taking me, Christian, she’s taking me away from you. She wants me to choose between my future and you,” she explained crying.

                I couldn’t say anything. I just wiped her tears and then I hold her hands so tight and I wasn’t planning to let these hands go. I put my arms around her and said, “Listen to my heart, it’s beating for you. Whatever choice you make, I would accept it because I love you. But if it is you’re future, you might as well go. If I truly love you, I would do what’s best for you, even if it hurts me to see you go.” My voice was calm, trying not to let tears come from my eyes. And then she walked away.

                She was sad, I could feel it. But the moment she told me she loves me, my world came back to its natural color, more natural than ever. My words strucked me. If I truly love her, I would do what’s best for her, even if it hurts me to see her go. That’s true. I love her with all my heart and there’s no point in shattering her future into pieces. Love shouldn’t be one-sided.

                A year later, I was back here in our tunnel. I’ve graduated from high school and now I’m a fresh college student. I stood here for hours reminiscing our love. At the part of the tunnel where she usually stands, I saw a writing that says: Lovely + Christian = love. I will love you for an eternity. That kept my hopes up, that someday, just maybe, fate will bring us back together here in our tunnel of love.

Friday, July 30, 2010

It Ain't Good

Sorry. These are my vids again.. 
Comment if you like.
I apologize again for the quality of the vid..
I dunno why it's like this..
And sorry again, i'm so not good that's why i have tons of mistakes.. :c
NOTE: These ain't good videos. So sorry..
hehehe.. But I still hope that uhm.. i dunno.. that u like it..



Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Eroplano Lang Pala

Eroplano Lang Pala

July 27, 2010 --- Pauwi na kong galing La Salle. Super trapik nun. Eh malapit na ko nun sa toll gate. Super tulala ako dun sa langit este sa bintana ng bus.. May nakita akong yellow light. Sabi ko sa sarili ko Ang pretty naman nun! Anu ba yun star? Eh naisip ko, grabeng liwanag naman ng star na yun. Siguro eto na yung brightest star na nakita ko. Kaya ayun, ang ginawa ko, sinundan ko ng tingin yung yellow light na yun. Ayy, star nga ba? sabi ko. Baka ilaw lang ng poste. But then I realized, habang nagalaw ang bus, na hindi yun ilaw ng poste. Kasi nalayo din yung ilaw e.. Akala ko talaga star.. So habang palapit na ng palapit yung ilaw, naexcite ako. At nung nakita ko na, eroplano lang pala. :)

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Sunday, July 25, 2010

When We Say [Juicebox] cover---> super unclear version :))

When We Say [Juicebox] cover---> super unclear version :))
Uhm.. this is my cover of When We Say by Aj Rafael..
I really really like this a lot..
And you could also check his music video.. it's really nice..
By the way, I'm so sorry about the quality of the video..
And I also made a mistake at the end.. hehe.. sorry..
Hehehe.. Well, the good thing is that only few people are reading my entries..
hehehe.. But I still hope you'll enjoy my short cover..
And I'm also planning to complete the song on youtube..
next time maybe.. hehe..


Friday, July 23, 2010

The Lost Photograph

The Lost Photograph



                There was this girl I keep on seeing for the last three weeks now. She was sitting on the farthest corner of the bus. She has hazel brown eyes and long, straight, black hair. She’s always staring at the window and I wonder why.

                One day, I sat beside her, hoping I could see what she sees outside the window. I can feel the warmth of her skin. But I was bothered by her sad eyes, sadness that I only see in her and I realized that I’ve never seen her smile at anything. She sees a different world, a world where only sadness exists.

                The next day, she was gone. She wasn’t there on her usual place. It was like it’s my routine to gaze at her, and it is only broken now. So I tried to sit on her place. Like her, I stared at the window. But there’s nothing there. I only see my reflection, a guy who had been asking so many questions about this girl I barely knew. But sometimes, I ask myself, who is she? I hope someday I could know her name.

                Next Sunday morning, there she was again. I don’t know why I suddenly smiled. I hope she didn’t see it. And so I sat beside her again. Can she sense that I’m staring at her? Curiosity filled my mind and her scent filled the air around us.

                On the next stop, she got off the bus. On her seat, I’ve noticed something white that must have fallen from her bag, a lost photograph. I looked at it and saw a girl who sees beyond happiness, a girl who knew nothing about grief and a girl so different from her, but one thing is for sure, this is the same girl I’ve been watching for a while now. At the back of the photo, there was a note saying:

Goodbye to this sweet little smile of mine.
Goodbye to the love that I thought would transcend time.
Goodbye to the so called destiny of ours.
I was hypnotized by our love and it is slowly hurting me.
I thought you’ll never let me go and I was wrong.
At the end of our road, this is my one last goodbye.

                                -Czarina

                Czarina-- she was a sad girl. I really hope I could stand beside her and give her a shoulder to lean on. I know she doesn’t know me but why do I feel like I know her a lot? I don’t know the story of her life but someday, I would want to be a part of it. Czarina. I want to tell her that I already fell in love with her.

                Wednesday-- I’m running late but her thoughts are still running on my mind. When I got on the bus, there is only one seat left…..and it was beside her. Is this destiny or what? My eyes are focused on her as if she is the only girl I see. There it is again, her scent, slowly capturing me. I was staring at her and to my surprise, my notebook fell on the floor. It fell open showing her picture clipped on it. My heart was racing. She saw it and I didn’t know what I should do. I picked it up and apologized trying to return her photograph. She just looked at me and for the first time in my life, I saw her smile at me. She really did smile at me. I was speechless.

                “Maybe this really is the destiny I’ve been looking for,” she said, her voice like a melody to my ears.
                “I’m Josh,” I replied with a sweet smile.
                “Czarina,” she said shaking my hands. This is the start of our love story that would last for an eternity.

One More Glimpse

One More Glimpse

If there’s something that I would want,
It’s love.
If there’s someone I would die for,
It’s you.
I was just hoping you’ll feel the same.
But when the time stopped ticking,
You weren’t there.
When I was about to look at you,
You’re gone.

When you looked at me,
It feels like an endless memory,
An endless symphony,
And I just can’t get over it.
With that simple hello,
You put a smile on my lips,
And so I’m asking for one more glimpse.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Random



I miss everything about you.
I miss your smile and your shining brown eyes.
I miss that sweet feeling whenever you call my name.
I miss the way you looked at me that way.

I’m so stuck in my dreams.
I’m trying to escape.
I’m just not over you.
Even if I wanted to go away,
My heart can’t seem to move on.


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I tried to look away,
But I can’t seem to do it.
I can’t take my eyes off of that person in front of me.
Wherever he goes,
My heart follows.
Whenever he smiles,
I wonder.

I tried to be alone
But your thoughts came instead.
You’re everything but a sweet melody inside my head.
Whatever you do,
I’m amazed.
Whenever you speak,
I smile.

You were nothing but a dream to me
So far from being real
Even so like a wilted rose that will soon fade away
But even if you’re so far away
I’ll continue to look at you this way.


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So at the farthest corner,
I remain seated at the same place.
I was thinking that maybe you will stop the time appear right in front of me.
I was hoping that you’ll be able to send me those red tulips.
But now all I ever wanted is for you to remember me.
You’re not here anymore,
I can’t even sense your presence in my heart.
You’re just like a stranger fading away into the dark.
When did you ever set your eyes on me?
Never.

And so I looked back at the distant past,
When you are still you and I’m still a little girl at heart.
You were so in love with the voice that captured you.
You strummed your guitar and that love song started.
At the same time, the moon came closer to listen.
But as soon as the night turned to day,
You disappeared with the stars.
And I even thought you’ll stay.
I guess I was wrong.
Dead wrong.

I realized two hearts could be so different
I’ve been waiting for myself to get it all right.
But it takes time for me to accept.
I’m a nobody in this world
All things will still be the same without me.
I can quickly move away like the air that surround you.
But I also envy that wind,
The wind that could go with you anywhere.
But now I’m just a lifeless form that is gone to nothingness.

Friday, July 2, 2010

Love or Crush? :)

Love or Crush by ellikadan2x

Rain, rain, go away.
I’m so tired of you making my world so gray.
I can hear the raindrops,
It’s making me cry in just a few stop.

Tick tock, stop the clock.
‘Coz everything that’s happening is making me feel so shocked.
I need a break from this world.
I want you to pull me in your dream world.

I sing like you’re my melody,
I smile when you’re the one I see.
Can’t breathe,
Whenever I think that we were meant to be.
I laugh whenever you’re around.
This heart, jumps when it hears your sound.
Can’t tell
If this is really love or just a crush.

Count one, one to three,
When I open my eyes I want you here with me.
You are a little farther
I hope I could reach you in that corner.

Knock, knock, please open your door.
I can’t wait to enter your foolish heart anymore.
I just want to be your princess
And you’re my prince but you’re so heartless.

I sing like you’re my melody,
I smile when you’re the one I see.
Can’t breathe,
Whenever I think that we were meant to be.
I laugh whenever you’re around.
This heart, jumps when it hears your sound.
Can’t tell
If this is really love or just a crush.